i wish my sister wasn't such a fuckin doormat! her roommate is trying to force her to choose between having me come up there and babysit while my sister is doing her baby/doctor stuff or letting his tweeker ass mom sit at HER house...so now she's making all these excuses to try to manipulate me into feeling bad and coming out there...
i'll heed your advise in all other situations but not in this...i care not for what happens to me...
so i think i may have lost my friend his little girl...i didn't know he was still with her mom and we started to get involed. Now he's told her and they
ve been fighting and will probabl;y break up, but he might loose his daughter as a result. I'm horrible. I can't believe this is all because of me! I'm not worth losing achild over. Pleasse God, fix this!
I put on a brave face in the face of all that has happened in the past months, but inside i'm nothing more than a frightend child, crying out for someone to love her... I feel lost inside myself, like i'll never be the same as i was...i'm a ghost. Some days i'm alright, but others i see the faces of all the poeple who look right through me, like i'm not even there...like i'm not real. I know i'll heal and find the light again, but it will take quite some time i think...i need a wish or geenie or something to take me back to when things were simple and happy...but that won't happen...still
I got a hair cut today..Well i got one yesterday and went back in today to get it fixed/finished