[spletje]'s diary

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Written about Friday 2004-09-03
Written: (5898 days ago)

menselijke warmte heeft me nodeloos verbrandt...

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Written about Tuesday 2004-06-08
Written: (5784 days ago)

i was really bored, so i started to write poems, even though i suck in it...

so here goes:
And forever shall it be
Your freedom will I hear,
No longer any fear…
Even death cannot deny,
For this I want to die…

In you I put my trust,
Trough victory, I must…
Evil shall forever fall,
For this I would sacrifice it all…

Peace within my grasp,
Breathing heavier, with a gasp,
And forever shall it be,
For peace, for freedom and for thee…

The death of my love
No longer are you here,
My spirit shivering of fear,
My heart is broken, where is the thrust?
You’re gone my love, winning I must…

Though pain and death are closing in,
I have to pay for all my sin…
Because of me now you are dead,
And all I feel is anger, regret…

I praise thy lord for your sake,
Sacrificing you was a mistake.
And now that our people are finally free,
I cannot live for I’m without thee…

I hope you can forgive my deed,
‘cause your love is all in this world I need.
And with these words I want to die,
Don’t shed no tears for me, don’t cry…

My wound
An angel of mercy descends on earth,
Is this death or is this birth?
I do not know and I won’t ask,
I know my destiny, I know my task.

The battle will surely begin,
Sky’s turning red, I regret my sin…
I have to fight, I have to pay,
With blades of steel, on earth of clay…

Body’s and corpses covering the field,
My blade is stained, so is my shield.
My blood is dripping through every poor,
I feel abused, I am a whore!

For too long I fought for thee,
I was blind but now I see.
The future can’t undo the past,
Forgive me father, but forget me fast…

The cigarette
The smoke quietly fills my head,
Every pull takes me closer to my dead…
My lungs tainted black, tissue filled with tar,
Condition decreasing, my health is far.

But now I’m here, and without care,
Suffocating, catching no air…
But my mind is clear, and so are my thoughts…
Lung cancer, what are the odds?

Notice the signs
This is our story, come read the lines,
It’s pure and true, and softly mine’s
My heart consuming, no longer a stone
The wind is whispering a silent tone

You are the one you are my light
You are my love come hold me tight
You are my reason, let it be
The stars are shining for us, can’t you see?

Your pretty eyes are all I need,
My feelings growing just like a seed
Your skin feels softer than the sky
My love for you will never die

The leaves are singing, can’t you hear?
Feelings of happiness when you are near…
And with these words I’ll let you be,
I think of you, will you think of me?

The modern society, the death of society
Those little girls did nothing wrong,
That evil man was just too strong

He came along, a search began,
The corpses found,
Buried six feet under ground!

I fear this world, I don’t feel safe
The only secure place left, is a sleeping grave

And though society holds no grunch,
I know some people I wanna punch!
But who am I, to say what’s good or bad?
The delinquent victim, I know it’s sad…

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Written about Sunday 2004-03-14
Written: (5869 days ago)

don't cry for me, i'm already dead...

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Written about Saturday 2004-03-13
Written: (5869 days ago)

"People once believed, that when someone dies, a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead. But sometimes, something so bad happens, that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can't rest. Then sometimes, just sometimes, the crow could bring that soul back to put the wrong things right."

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Written about Tuesday 2004-03-02
Written: (5882 days ago)

there is something cold and blank
behind her smile,
she standing on an overpass,
in a miracle mile,
'cause you were from a perfect world,
a world that trew me today,
to run away...

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Written about Thursday 2004-02-26
Written: (5887 days ago)

one man's fun is another's hell...

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Written about Wednesday 2004-02-25
Written: (5888 days ago)

deep into that darkness peering,
long i stood there, wandering, fearing,
doubting, dreaming dreams,
no mortal ever dreamed before...

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Written about Friday 2004-02-20
Written: (5892 days ago)

don't cry for me, i'm allready dead...

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Written about Thursday 2004-02-19
Written: (5892 days ago)

we were one, we were all you were the only,
future full of hope nothing could stand in our way
but dreams can change, visions fall i feel so lonely,
i would walk trough fire for just one more day...

so i say farewell, i'm yours forever,
and i always will be...

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Written about Sunday 2004-02-15
Written: (5898 days ago)

the time is close now,
the end is near...
my walk trough the valley
trails of fear
i feel empty
my pain is overdue
i guess it's too late now,
to be with you
i'm extremely frightened
of what will surely be...
i sold myself, the death of me...
i know you can't forgive me, i know i'm on my own
i know that i've betrayed you...
i walk alone...

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Written about Saturday 2004-02-14
Written: (5898 days ago)

lord i pound my fist at you
would you just let me die
have i not suffered enough, no way of peace!
no afterlife!

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Written about Thursday 2003-12-25
Written: (5882 days ago)

Dead, Dead, Dead
Someday you'll be dead.
Dead, Dead, Dead
Someday we'll all be dead.

The minute we're born we start dying
We die a little more every day
Young or old Rich or poor
There's nothing we can do to stop it
So look long at that Christmas tree
It may be the last one that you see.
Decorate your house in green and red
'Cause someday you'll be dead.

Dead, Dead, Dead
Someday you'll be dead
Dead, Dead, Dead
Someday we'll all be dead

It might happen in a couple months
Or 50 years from now
But no matter when it happens
It will seem too soon to you.
So be sure on Christmas Eve
When you snuggle into bed
That you thank God for your family
'Cause someday they'll be dead.

Dead, Dead, Dead
Someday they'll be dead
Dead, Dead, Dead
Someday we'll all be dead

Who knows how many Christmases are left in their short life?
Nobody knows, that my point,
Enjoy them while you can.
And so on Christmas morning
Let good tidings fill your head.
What a festive season

Someday you'll be dead.
Dead, Dead, Dead
Someday we'll be dead
Dead, Dead, Dead
Everyone you know, dead

A Very Merry Christmas to you
Dead, Dead, Dead.

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Written about Tuesday 2003-06-24
Written: (5898 days ago)

i did what i though was wright,
all for the love of my life
something is very wrong
condemned to suffer so long
for a love so true

question that lies within
so hard to understand
is to tear at me
and in my dying breath
my heart longers no regrets...

my spirit begins to rise
to the heavenly skies
just to be shown the way by you
now all i want is to die
no streets of gold in the sky
and i wash my off you!

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Written about Tuesday 2003-03-25
Written: (6225 days ago)

Their's much more to life than what you see...

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Written about Sunday 2003-03-16
Written: (6234 days ago)

Sleep well little child,
The Lords holds thee now...

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Written about Sunday 2003-03-16
Written: (6234 days ago)

i'm not all you wished of me,
i took your love for granted,
and all the things you said to me...
and now i'm coming home,
but a cold stone is all i see...

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Written about Saturday 2003-03-15
Written: (6235 days ago)


Now I lay me down to sleep,
Pray the lord my soul to keep,
If I die before I wake,
Pray the lord my soul to take...

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