whoa i'm on elftown real long huh?
Ah. Yet another day gone, with more insanity running through my veins. Cindy keeps acting weirder and weirder, and she's really starting to piss me off. I like her though, so I cannot just turn and walk, like I'd do with a regular person, or even a friend.
Everyone tells me I should be patient, and wait for another week and see if it passes. I quite agree, but if this keeps up... I'm not sure if I'll make it to the next week. I really feel like bursting out in anger, smashing everyone around me to pieces. Tear down the school, and break every window in it. I really run on frustration at the moment, and I cannot get away from it.
It's kind of a Triangular situation, with one path outwards as well. I have friend, Jelle, and another, CIndy. The three of us make the triangle. I like Cindy a lot, but Jelle does as well, and we are friends. At the same time, Cindy likes us both as well as an outsider, whom Jelle and I don't know. She likes the outsider more than she likes us, leaving us hanging and waiting. For as far as I am informed, Jelle has no clue as to what's going on atm, but that'll work out.
Cindy, at the same time, is getting all jealous whenever I hang out with another girl. Yet, she is not my girlfriend, nor is the other girl, Renate, I was hanging out with. It is all the result of her own vagueness, and her not being able to make up her mind.
And, after a few days have pssed, she's getting weirder and weirder, and I have no clue as to what to do with it. Today, Jelle also made an interreting sataement. Renate might like me as well. I highly doubt it though, but Jelle thinks so. He asked me what I would do if Renate asked me to go out and such. That's would surely add to the problems. Great, yet another wonder running through my head. And, let Renate be one of Cindy's best friends at school. I was going to ask Renate for back-up concerning Cindy, since I have no clue what to do, but... Now I cannot ask her to help me anymore. Jelle threw that idea out of the window.
[>.< This sucks!]
What did life bring you this day?
i don't kno
How are you?!
why're you asking?!
Just trying to be... Nice...
What a dusgusting word
especially for you
I wonder why normal people use it...
Your Birthdate: January 17
You tend to find yourself lucky - both in business and in life.
And while being wealthy is nice, you enjoy sharing your abundance with others.
You put your luck to good use: you are very ambitious and goal oriented.
Often times, you get over excited and take on more than you can manage.
Your strength: Your ability to make your own luck
Your weakness: Thinking you can do it all
Your power color: Bronze
Your power symbol: Half Moon
Your power month: August