whoa i'm on elftown real long huh?
Bwah. Mysterious beings are under my bed. >.< Not really though. I just felt like writing something again.
But, basically, I've got nothing big to say. Eventhough a crisis is going on right now. Tomorrow is HeHa-day (Totally Havo(Havo is the name of my current education)). It's some sort of excursion to a higher education.We visit a school in The Hague.
It;s only an hour ago since that last post, but since then, all remaining soberness seems gone. I have the biggest trouble finding the right words. I name people ducks, and I admitt I liked people some time ago. I look at people's eyes and find it funny how they move. Riight. What can I say? Aclohol rules. xD
Today was quite sleepy. I went to bed around 3 AM, so that's no surprise.
I woke up around 12 O'clock, or acutally 11 O'clock. I got out of bed at 12 O'clock. My parents were jumping through the house, and there were people washing my windows making weird sounds. My mom came barging in my room telling me my friend Roald had come by earlier. He's lives 2 houses down the street. I went by his house when I took out the trash, and he then later stopped by my house with his Xbox360. Yes, quite charming. We played videogames all day, because he had a new game... Gears Of War, for those of you who know it.
This evening, I went to a play of my mom and dad's group, even though they weren't acting. My dad does technics and lights, and my mom normally acts, not this time though. The play was called "Black Sheep, White Lambs" (translated). I had seen it before, with my parents old group, and this one wasn't that good compared to it. People forgot lines throughout the first part, and even though it kept going better and better, overall, the quality of the play wasn;t that good. It was a fun play though.
Ah. Yet another day gone, with more insanity running through my veins. Cindy keeps acting weirder and weirder, and she's really starting to piss me off. I like her though, so I cannot just turn and walk, like I'd do with a regular person, or even a friend.
Everyone tells me I should be patient, and wait for another week and see if it passes. I quite agree, but if this keeps up... I'm not sure if I'll make it to the next week. I really feel like bursting out in anger, smashing everyone around me to pieces. Tear down the school, and break every window in it. I really run on frustration at the moment, and I cannot get away from it.
It's kind of a Triangular situation, with one path outwards as well. I have friend, Jelle, and another, CIndy. The three of us make the triangle. I like Cindy a lot, but Jelle does as well, and we are friends. At the same time, Cindy likes us both as well as an outsider, whom Jelle and I don't know. She likes the outsider more than she likes us, leaving us hanging and waiting. For as far as I am informed, Jelle has no clue as to what's going on atm, but that'll work out.
Cindy, at the same time, is getting all jealous whenever I hang out with another girl. Yet, she is not my girlfriend, nor is the other girl, Renate, I was hanging out with. It is all the result of her own vagueness, and her not being able to make up her mind.
And, after a few days have pssed, she's getting weirder and weirder, and I have no clue as to what to do with it. Today, Jelle also made an interreting sataement. Renate might like me as well. I highly doubt it though, but Jelle thinks so. He asked me what I would do if Renate asked me to go out and such. That's would surely add to the problems. Great, yet another wonder running through my head. And, let Renate be one of Cindy's best friends at school. I was going to ask Renate for back-up concerning Cindy, since I have no clue what to do, but... Now I cannot ask her to help me anymore. Jelle threw that idea out of the window.
[>.< This sucks!]
What did life bring you this day?
i don't kno
How are you?!
why're you asking?!
Just trying to be... Nice...
What a dusgusting word
especially for you
I wonder why normal people use it...
Your Birthdate: January 17
You tend to find yourself lucky - both in business and in life.
And while being wealthy is nice, you enjoy sharing your abundance with others.
You put your luck to good use: you are very ambitious and goal oriented.
Often times, you get over excited and take on more than you can manage.
Your strength: Your ability to make your own luck
Your weakness: Thinking you can do it all
Your power color: Bronze
Your power symbol: Half Moon
Your power month: August