[The MysticSphinx]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2008-06-02
Written: (4183 days ago)

I have no drama. Drama doesn't visit me very much anymore.

Well, no this isn't true. I have drama. I have the kind of drama that the average person thinks is mega drama. But i've been through so much more than the average person.

So I have no drama because It is NOTHING compared to what i've been through before. My life is peaches. Would you like some?

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Written about Sunday 2008-06-01
Written: (4184 days ago)

He's so good. Just so good. And so sweet, and tender, and wonderful! My darling, sweetheart, wonderful boy.

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Written about Thursday 2008-05-29
Written: (4187 days ago)

Reading old conversations, I realize I've changed so much. Those people, those situations, they've all been lost to time. When I thought I loved him, why... that wasn't me! That was a shadow of myself, so unsure of who she was, so unsure of anything. And now... now, thanks a lot to him though I hate to admit that, I know who I am. I stand strong and with resolve and respect for things and myself. I've come to a good place. And looking back at myself when I was in that horrid place... I was completely different. I don't even know how you all can recognize me any more. I'm not the same. Not in the least bit.

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Written about Wednesday 2008-05-28
Written: (4188 days ago)

Do you ever find yourself missing someone you used to hate, because you don't really remember why you hated them? I want so badly to apologize. To tell her it was all my fault. I dont know if it'd be true, but i feel so badly. It weighs on my conscience all the time. I cant help wondering....So many people are still upset at me for it. What if it really was my fault? What if it really was... me? What if I really am a horrid friend. You know?

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Written about Monday 2008-05-26
Written: (4189 days ago)

Paris, guys. He wants me to come stay with him for a month in Paris.... and two months in Nice, and we'd see Italy.... *swoons*

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Written about Friday 2008-05-23
Written: (4192 days ago)
Next in thread: 1031127

*sighs* Mark and Nail broke up. Goddamn, took freaking long enough. Nail's been trying to do that for the longest time.

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Written about Friday 2008-05-23
Written: (4193 days ago)
Next in thread: 1031124

T__T Is the MysticSphinx loosing her TOUCH???!! I just posted a journal on FA thats all like "I WILL MAKE YOU FREE STUFF!" and whatnot and I have wut? ONE TAKER. U_U I have eight avatar slots, three trade slots, and two request slots. I only got a taker for a request. Dude. This sucks. I am sincerely hoping that none of my usuals are on right now, and its not that since I started the whole Fundamental Alliance thing everyone is going "eeew" at me. Cuz seriously, my Fundamental Alliance stuff has gotten not many views/comments. Probably cuz its not furry or porn. U_U *sighs* Sometimes FA is so hard to get along with. Too much porn. EVERYWHERE THERE IS PORN. And most of the friends I have on there dont draw porn mainly, but STILL man, STILL. ONE person. *sighs* Thank gods for you, FoxyTangerine. Thank gods.

Aah, and there's BlueHart. And Ivan. U_U;; whew. I feel better.

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Written about Wednesday 2008-05-21
Written: (4194 days ago)

................They are magical wizards, those people who make wheat thins. MAGIC I tell you.

I just went through a whole half of a box of wheat thins without even realizing it.

That is skill right there. BRILLIANT WIZARDRY!

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Written about Wednesday 2008-05-21
Written: (4194 days ago)

Eti got his passport!!! Weew!! Finally. Jeebsus, it took them long enough. U__U

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Written about Wednesday 2008-05-21
Written: (4195 days ago)
Next in thread: 1030602

I realized why these are always so short: I have absolutely nothing to say. Ever.

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Written about Monday 2008-05-19
Written: (4197 days ago)
Next in thread: 1030228

Man, one of my boobs is like... MONSTROUSLY bigger than the other. Like one weighs about as much as a melon. The other is a grapefruit. Uncool.

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Written about Monday 2008-05-19
Written: (4197 days ago)

I just vacuumed up a battery. My first thought was: "I wonder if the vacuum will explode now..."

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Written about Friday 2008-05-16
Written: (4200 days ago)

>__> I love these ET diary entries. I cant write about him anywhere else that he wont see... >_> *laughs*

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Written about Friday 2008-05-16
Written: (4200 days ago)

I want to be sexy. T_T I want to be. But so far I'm just pretty. I'm just cute.

I could send him a naked picture of me masturbating, all he'd say was something like "The expression on your face is cute." >_> Its frustrating, but comforting as well.

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Written about Thursday 2008-05-15
Written: (4201 days ago)

If I say I love him, murder me, cuz its probably a lie.

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Written about Tuesday 2008-05-13
Written: (4203 days ago)

I am a crazy person. An insane person. A person who cannot say no. But I am also a person who is probably going to graduate, so thats a good thing.

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Written about Saturday 2008-05-10
Written: (4206 days ago)

>__> I laugh in the face of reason. I ignore everyone who is smart and logical and knows what they're talking about. I get myself into relationships with random french guys on the internet!! And am I proud? HELL NO! Am I loud? HELLZ YEAH!! Am I proud?? TO SOME EXTENT!! >__> Shuddup. I do what I want.

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Written about Wednesday 2008-05-07
Written: (4209 days ago)
Next in thread: 1027905

Occasionally when you are feeling sort of nervous, sad, and strange, a good orgasm is the perfect cure.

And that, my friends, was like... amazing.

^__________^ Good night, I heart you all.

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Written about Tuesday 2008-05-06
Written: (4210 days ago)

He says he loves me.
And I am so scared. I feel sorta sick.
I dont want to be stupid. But I am a hopeless romantic.

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Written about Sunday 2008-05-04
Written: (4212 days ago)
Next in thread: 1027374

*flails* I dont know what to do. Long-distance internet-based relationships are BAD. Everyone else's experiences have told me so. And he's in FRANCE. That is FAR away. (Granted, not as far as Australia, Ashley, but FAR away!)

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Written about Friday 2008-05-02
Written: (4214 days ago)

The letter is long and full of the same thing over and over.

But there, that one paragraph. He says,

"So I can say… I think… I’m sure… I love you."

I've never read something that makes me any happier.

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