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Take what you will, what you will
And leave. Could you kill, could you kill me
If the world was on fire
and nothing was left but hope or desire
And take all that I could bring forth, is this hell
Or am I on the floor over-desperate?
Hold hands streaming of blood again?
And then take full weight of me
Guard my dreams, figure this out,
It's me on my own. Helpless, hurting, hell
Will you stay strong as you promised?
Cause I'm stranded and bare.
Meanness is washed up in all that I am
is God. Take this and all,
Then grace takes me to a place
Of the father you never had
Ripping and breaking and tearing apart
This is not heaven
This is my hell.
-Anberlin
Name: Ayla-Mae Andrade
Age: 15
DOB: June 14, 1994
Birthplace: Norwood Hospital
Hometown: Moved too much to know
Height: 5' 6"
Weight: Lets keep that a secret. Shall we? :D
Hi. My name is Ayla...
I am 15 years old. I was born June 14, 1994.
I'm a sophomore at Taunton High School.
I do not cyberrr to get that straight.
Thank you and have a nice dayy! :D
I'm not the smartest person, yet not the stupidest either.
I love to sing, so I take chorus with the best teacher out there. :D.
I have good friends & I love them all.
Their always there for me.:].
I love all different types of music, rock to country. But I'm not really into rap.
I don't like to fight, I'm a lover.
I am BiPolar, which means I have frequent mood swings and easily irritated. But I'm a patient person, and I can handle situations.
I cried when I watched P.S., I Love You. It was such a cute movie.
When I grow up, lol, I want to be the best I can be, and live life to the fullest. I want to travel the world and live in Japan. I also want to either be a singer or actress or maybe both. My mom says I'm good at acting. XD.
Even if I don't make it, I want to be a nurse at the Women and Children's Hospital in Boston. I really love children & I want to see them get better.
I'm a good person, I don't litter, and when I get the chance, I recycle.
I screamed when someone almost hit a squirrel. And I almost cried when Mr. Smiley said that they made ink out of Dolphins, which they don't. Thank goodness.
I'm not a religious person, but I have this flicker of hope that someone is watching over us.
I've done so many things.
And I have so many regrets.
Its also kinda hard to live when you know
Your little brother saw you get taken away in a gurney.
And yet,
No matter what I do,
He still loves me.
I love my little brother, and I'd take a bullet for him.
When I do something wrong, and I get someone mad,
I let it get to me until I finally break down and be depressed. But someone said to me: "Who the fuck cares what people say about you? Its okay to care about some things, like your friend dying, but still. Fuck little people..."
I'm starting to see the that little light trickling down my dark walls. They say that I'm done suffering and its time to stop crying. Smile a real smile, be who you are, get off your knees, learn to walk again; Head up straight looking in front of you. You stalled for a little bit, catch up. But don't run. Life goes by too fast for that.
Now I know the real meaning of 'Stop and take some time to smell the roses.'.
I love being happy.
No more tears, just like the Johnson baby shampoo bottle says.
Keep walking on the path of life, say hello to the people who you pass by.
But its okay to be sad sometimes, but even though, The world keeps turning, life goes on, people get over it.
But keep it as a distant memory.
Keep things close, because you will never know what you had until its gone. So come talk to me. I'll make your day. :D.
Your on your knees
Praying, and crying
to a God you've never seen or met before
Your looking past the stars
To a heaven you've never been
And your making up the lines
To say
to your friends that your okay
But your not okay
You've never been okay
Your hurting deep down
Bowing to a devil
thats said to live in the ground
And your cherishing a book called the bible
filled with stories
and its not okay
Oh, No.
And your not okay
and you'll never be
Maybe.
And you've run so far away now
that you can't see your horizon
and
you're not okay
and you're falling away
And now your crying to the stars
You've been so many places
But you haven't gone far
Every second everyday we're dying
Slowly, but surely enough
And we're not okay
No, we're not okay.
We'll never be okay.
© Ayla Andrade
[I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve. I have a history of taking off my shirt]
[hmm..if you don't like me suck my toe, on my left foot, the big one...
X33]
[It takes 44 muscles to frown. But it only takes 4 to lift up my middle finger and say "Bite me."]
join us!!! Hug whores
[
You remember the house on Ridge Road. Told you and the Devil to both just leave me alone. If this is salvation, I can show you the trembling. You'll just have to trust me. I'm scared.]
Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind,
And therefore is wing'd Cupid painted blind.
Helena, A Midsummer Nights Dream, Scene I
I'm
not going to
cry because you hurt me.
I'm
not going to
bleed because of your words.
I'm not going to
Fight because you make me angry.
I'm not going to
Believe what you're saying because you say its true.
What I'm
going to is
Get off my knees, face they sky, and try to
hold on...
[
Piercedskull]- I love this chika to death. I can't believe I have an awesome friend like her. I can tell her anything, and she'll be there for me. I can never stay mad at her for long [
If I'm ever]. She's the best and I can't live without her. She always tells me to stay strong and don't let things get to me. I'd fucking [
kill] you if you [
dare] hurt her. And if you do, I'll never forgive you. She's my best friend. And I'll do anything for her. Even go to the ends of the world just to see her. I lubs you! :D
Everything will be okay in the end.
If it's not okay
It's not the end.
-Unkown
