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2010-02-01 [Gadget]: Course you do :P

2010-02-01 [Darth Jacein]: lol

2010-02-01 [Darth Jacein]: i waaaannna!!!

2010-02-01 [Gadget]: Than go play your video games. What was the name of the place Jason said was hiring?

2010-02-01 [Darth Jacein]: its a gas station.. i gotta fill that out too..

2010-02-01 [Gadget]: :3 What about that place that does the roofing?

2010-02-01 [Darth Jacein]: what about it?

2010-09-19 [Gadget]: Alright.... I need some extra cash... I'm thinking about offering small commissions for a little bit. I have three slots open. Any offers?

2010-09-20 [Darth Jacein]: im still waiting on mine..

2010-12-27 [Gadget]: Still waiting on the cash :P

2011-02-21 [Darth Jacein]: you'll get it when my drawings done

2011-03-13 [Gadget]: Ugh... alright.

2011-09-04 [Darth Jacein]: some times i still come here and look at these, and i miss you and wish you would talk to me again.

2011-09-04 [Gadget]: It hurts to come on here and look at these. All I feel is hurt and broken. I don't want to remember. Remembering hurts and remembering only reminds me that my feelings are still the same. I can't talk to you. Talking to you before I'm over you is just opening myself up to hurt again. You didn't trust me. You lied to me. And deep down you despised me. You said so yourself. I trusted you... and I trusted "her". And both of you lied to me. And she lied to me... and she lied to you. I hate her with every drop of blood that runs through my veins. With every breath I take. With every aspect of my being I LOATHE that Jezzabell.
So no... I'm still hurt. And I'm not ready to talk. The lies are still murking up the water, and until they settle down, and I can see the truth... and finally not hurt anymore... then we can see.

2011-09-05 [Darth Jacein]: we put eachother through hell. neither of us deserved what we put the other through. i understand your being hurt, but i didnt lie to you. i dont want to hurt you, or bring up the past, or relive old memories , be they bad or good. i just want to know that your ok. i miss you danie , you where my best friend for seven years. i have faught a hard battle to keep from calling you , texting you, and messaging you atleast once a day. just to ask how you are. i think i've done well in the "leave you be" aspect of things. but i caved on elftown...and im sorry. you once told me that you couldnt help but still be my friend if we broke up(i believe i said i dont think i could even talk to you if we ever broke up.) roles are aparently reversed now....
i dont know what im trying to say here..other than i miss you, and i hope your doing good.

2011-09-05 [Gadget]: I miss you too, but it hurts to see you. To hear you. To remember. I miss you sooooooooo much. I feel like a part of myself is gone.

I still love you... And I think I always will.

And that hurts even more...

2011-09-05 [Darth Jacein]: thats why i untagged myself in our photos.. thats why i wanted to get your stuff out of her house..i gotten rid of everything that i can, that reminds me of you, except for elftown.. its the last bit of evidence of what once was.. and i dont think i can bring myself to get rid of it. it doesnt get easier over time.. it just gets easier to hide.

2011-09-06 [Gadget]: I still love you Daniel... and a part of me holds on to the hope of "one day..."

2011-09-09 [Darth Jacein]: if there where such a day, it would be a long way off..but thats not why i came here danie.. i just wanted to know that you where doing good.. maybe that things are looking up...i just want to know how you are...

2011-10-04 [Gadget]: I never stopped loving you.

2013-08-26 [Darth Jacein]: Me either

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