[AngelicVampire]'s diary

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Written about Friday 2005-11-11
Written: (5090 days ago)

Description:
1) Name: Ask and I will tell.
2) AKA: Baby G, Nemo
3) Country of living: U.S.A
4) Birth date: March 22
5) Height: 5'3"
6) Eye color: Hazel Blue Green Silver Black
7) Shoe size: 7
8)School: high school (how fun right)
9) Do you smoke: No
10) Hobby's: ask...if you really want to know.
11) Brothers/Sisters: 1 brother 4 stepsisters
12) Relationship: ...
13) Piercing(s):just my ears (my parents are fucking anal) 
14) Tattoo: Not yet, but I will once i turn 18
15) Favorite Country to go to: not sure
16) Are their people you won't reply to: Maybe
17) Nicest person you met this year: No One
18) Person you rather not have met this year: not sure.
19) Who would you like to meet: too many to list
20) Who do you admire most: The older ones of the darkness
21) Most sexy person(s): ...wouldnt you like to know
22) Favorite Pajamas: lingerie
23) Favorite Car: either a muscle car, truck (not a small ass one either), or maybe a sports car.
24) Favorite Movie(s): horror movies
25) Favorite Music: Goth, metal, rock, and i can usually stand to listen to most everything else
26) Favorite City(s):not sure
27) Favorite Plush: what the hell is plush?
28) Favorite Perfume: vanilla, or something that smells good according to me
29) Favorite Magazine: The Pyramid Collection
30) Favorite sound: Screams/moans hehehe
31) Favorite TV-series: CSI (all of them), One Tree Hill, and my girly show Gilmore Girls
32) Favorite Writer: i don’t remember her name damn it.
33) Favorite Nickname: um....?
34) What all is under your bed: nothing i have drawers
35) Favorite color: Black, Blood Red, and Dark Blue
36) Favorite Song ever: not sure
37) Favorite song at this moment: a couple different songs by Nickelback
38) Favorite food: Meat
39) Favorite class in school: None
40) Favorite drink: Root Beer, Mountain Dew, NOS, Full Throttle
41) Lucky number: 0, 13
42) What do you think is greatest about yourself: secretive, sexy, seductive...
43) What deodorant do you use: Lady Speed Stick
44) Favorite shoes: My Gothic Bitch Boots 45) What time do you go to bed on weekdays: I don't
46) What word do you use most: Fuck You, Bitch
47) Most romantic moment in your life: i don’t want to tell
48) Most embarrassing moment in your life: not saying
49) You spend your time rather inside or outside: outside but depends on my mood and the weather
50) What do you do on the weekends: hang out with friends and um have awesome ...
51) What class in school do you dislike most: All.
52) Your Breakfast: nothing
53) What do you really dislike to eat: don't know a lot of things
54) Pets: a pug
55) Laugh or Dream: both
56) Serious or funny: more often serious but all depends
57) Fast or slow: both
58) You prefer being alone or have relation: depends
59) Simple or complicated: everything around me is complicated
60) Cremate or Buried when dead: cremate
61) Sex or Alcohol: Sex
62) Stay up late or go to bed early: Neither I don’t sleep
63) Light or dark: Darkness
64) Speak or Silence: silence
65) Tall or small man/woman: tall man
66) News paper: not sure
67) Hug or kiss: a hug cause it leads the way to everything else (but i love kisses too)
68) Happy or Sad: Happy cause if Im sad I'm alone and i dont want to be, plus I become angry.
69) Life or Death: Life at the moment. I'll take death when it's my time.
70) Left or Right: Right handed
71) What would you ask God if you could ask him 1 single question: if he was real i would ask why have you given me all this god damn pain?
72) You believe in reincarnation: no.
73) You believe in Aliens: yes
74) When you die, what will be your last words: It’s about time
75) Does true love exists: yes
76) How many kids would you like to have: 2 or 4
77) What is the one thing you can't stand: snobs, people who think they're all this and that, stupidity, lack of common sense, sadness and the feeling of being alone
78) Best feeling: just having someone to talk to and who can relate and listen to me.
79) Worst feeling in the world: Loneliness and knowing that everyone around you is not even like you and you will never fit in or trust them.
80) What are you afraid of: The darkness of everlasting Death
81) Are you an emotional person: Can be. Depends on the situation.
82) Do you ever cry during a movie: yes
83) Your goal in life: to try to be happy sometime
84) What was the promise you made to yourself at New Years Eve: to be happy and not cut
85) Favorite art-artist: Can't think of any.
86) As what animal would you like to reincarnate: not sure87) Favorite Cartoons: the classics
88) Who is your best friend/s: Alan and my girls
89) Boys names (kids): Joseph Draven
90) Girls names (kids): Alexandria Marie
91) Animal: dogs, monkeys
92) Game(s): not sure
93) If you could make your own flavor of toothpaste, what would it be? Root beer
94) What super hero would you be? No clue
95) Make up a word and a meaning to go with it: Tru = Fuck You
96) Do your friends think you're dumb? No
97) If you met the REAL Santa Claus, what would you wish for? Happiness

I need: happiness
I find: Hate
I want: To find a purpose
I have: To get away
I wish: For truth
I love: my baby
I hate: stupid people
I miss: My heart
I fear: Fear its self
I feel: Alone
I hear: Lies
I smell: Death
I crave: Blood and silence
I search: For Honesty and answers to my questions
I wonder: If I have any real friends
I regret: nothing!!

DO YOU LIKE-
1) Giving hugs? I guess
2) Taking walks in the rain? Yes it helps me think
3) Reincarnation: I Guess
4) Going on stage? Its not too bad
5) Drink: depending
6) Smoke: No
7) Drugs: Never
8)Eat meat: Oh yes
9) Insomnia: Yes
10) Eat a lot: No
11) Sleep a lot: No
12) Eat sushi: Never
13) Get motion: Get motion what?
14) Get along with your parents: Some times
WHO DO YOU WANT TO AND WHY-
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Kill: To many names oh so little time and so many people to kill.
Hear from: my friend
Get really wasted with: no one.
Look like: no one
Be like: myself
Avoid: people who ask dumb questions cause it's annoying.

HAVE YOU EVER-
1) Dated one of your best friends: Yes.
2) Loved/Liked: yes
3) Cried: yes.
4) Drank alcohol: Yes.
5) Done drugs: Nope.
6) Broken the law: yes
7) Broken a bone: never.
8)Cheated on a test: yes.
9) Skinny dipped: yes
10) Played Truth or Dare: Hell yes who hasn't.
11) Ridden in a fire truck: nope but I've sat in one does that count.
12) Come close to dying: Yes
13) Cheated on your boy/girlfriend: no
14) Given someone a piggy back/shoulder ride: Yes.
15) Eaten a worm/mud pie: Yes.
16) Stayed up till four on the phone: yes
17) Tipped over a port-a-potty: No
18) Fell asleep while eating: no
19) Met someone famous: yes
20) Been in a school play: yes
21) Cried in public: yes
22) Seen someone die: Yes.

ARE YOU?
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A vegetarian? Hell no
Good grades? Bs and up
A good student? Yes usually
Good at sports? yeah
A good singer? Dont know
A good actor/actress? Sort of
A deep sleeper? no
A good dancer? yes
Shy? Yes.
Outgoing? Some times.A good storyteller? yes

Random questions
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{x} Fallen for your best friend? Yes.
{x} Made out with JUST a friend? Yep
{x} Been rejected? Yes.
{x} Been in love? yes
{x} Been in lust? No
{x} Used someone? Yes.
{x} Been used? Yes.
{x} Cheated on someone? no
{x} Been cheated on? Yes.
{x} Done something you regret? Yes.
{x} Considered a life of crime? Yes.
{x} Considered being a hooker? yes
{x} Considered being a pimp? No again.
{x} Are you psycho? Yes.
{x} Split personalities? Yes. No. you shut up. No you shut up.
{x} Schizophrenic? Don’t think so.
{x} Obsessive? No.
{x} Obsessive compulsive? Yes.
{x} Dream of dead bodies, blood, death, and gore? Yes about half the time.
{x} Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? Oh hell yes.
{x} Understanding: Yes.
{x} Open-minded: Yes.
{x} Arrogant: Some times.
{x} Insecure: yes
{x} Interesting: Yes as far as I know.
{x} Hungry: No.
{x} Friendly: Yes.
{x} Smart: Yes very.
{x} Moody: Some times.
{x} Childish: Not really.
{x} Independent: Pretty much all the time but it all depends.
{x} Hard working: Yes.
{x} Organized: Somewhat Yeah.
{x} Healthy: Yes
{x} Emotionally stable: I think.
{x} Shy: yes I can be. So stop asking.
{x} Difficult: Some times.
{x} Attractive: Well I think I'm very attractive.
{x} Bored easily: Yes unfortunately.
{x} Thirsty: not right now.
{x} Responsible: Yes.{x} Sad: yes
{x} Happy: sometimes
{x} Trusting: Most defiantly yes.
{x} Talkative: depending
{x} Original: yes.
{x} Different: yes
{x} Unique: yes.
{x} Lonely: a lot of the time.
{x} Color your hair? No but i wish
{x} Floss daily? Some times I brush daily though.
{x} Own a web cam? No. I wish though.
{x} Ever get off the damn computer? Yes

Currents
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{x} Current Annoyance: People and dumb questions
{x} Current Favorite Group: Of what?
{x} Current DVD In Player: none
{x} Current Worry: am i beign stalked again
{x} Current Crush: just my man
{x} Current Favorite Celebrity: To many to name

On Dating:
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{x} Long or short hair? Not too short and not too long
{x} Dark or blond hair? I would prefer dark
{x} Tall or short? Taller than 5'5"
{x} Mr Sensitive or Mr Funny? Both I like and want. But what about mr I have a real bad and fun dark side? Can I have all three in one with some intelligence and a cool personality?
{x} Good or bad? Both and it depends.
{x} Dark or light eyes? Doesn't matter but I like captivating eyes.

More Stuff……
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33. Color of room: white and grey
34. Color of carpet: Grey.
35. Room size: Medium/large
36. Bed size: Twin
37. Sheet colors: dark green
38. How many pillows: 2 pillows.
41. Shirt size: small
43. What's in your room: computer, tv, 2 lazy boys, razors, rubbing alcohol, and some of my brothers old stuff.
44. Kind of computer: shitty45. Color computer: white
47. Money in bank account: 100 bucks
48. Posters in room: No Fear, target from a shooting range, comic drawings, i think thats all for now.

Favorites-
1) Girl names: original names
2) Boy names: Dark names
3) CD: too many
4) Scent: Leather, blood, and BBQ
5) Emotion: none.
6) Texture: Real Leather and Silk.
7) Thing to do: tease
8)Place: not sure
9) Book: Guilty Pleasures
10) Subject: Creative Chem
11) Shampoo: Pantene Pro-V
12) Drink: Root Beer, Mountain Dew, and Blood.
13) Store: Hot Topic and Kohls
14) Fast food: Wendy's, KFC.
15) Breakfast food: Waffles, pancakes.
16) Sound: screams and moans.
17) Snack: Pringles
18) Thing to do with friends: Hang out chat and think of things to talk about or watch movies. Or fun naughty games.
19) Brand of shoes: not sure
20) Gum: trident
21) Socks: ankle
22) Flavor of Kool-Aid: not sure
23) Favorite Pop: Pop What? Mountain Dew
24) Flavor of Jolly Rancher: watermelon or green apple
25) Person: a lot of people.
26) Actor: Vin Diesel
27) Actress: To many to name.
28) Female singer: not sure
29) Male singer: not sure

DO YOU Believe in-
1.Ghosts: Yes.
2.Satan: No.
3.Heaven: Unsure.
4.Hell: Unsure.
5.The afterlife: Unsure.
6.Love at first sight: no
Which ONE?
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7.Sneakers/sandals: sneakers.
8.DVD/VHS: DVD.
9.Pepsi/Coke: Coke.
10.Straight/gay: straight.
11.Summer/winter: Summer.
12.Spring/fall: Fall.
13.Siblings/only child: siblings
14.Movies/TV: Movies.
15.Chocolate/vanilla: depends
16.Juice/pop: Pop.
17.Chill/party: Both evenly.
18.Draw/write: write
19.Night/day: Night.
20.Capris/shorts: Jeans.
21.Make-up/barefaced: depends
22.Shower/bath: depends
23.Food/drink: Food.
24.Drive/walk: Drive
25.Pink/purple: hell no to both
26.Red/blue: Red.
27.Scared/nervous: Neither but if I have to I'll go with Scared.
28.Mad/sad: Mad.

THE PRESENT
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1.What are you doing right now: Answering these damned questions
2.Are you listening to music: Yes.
3.If so what song: Photograph by Nickelback
4.What is in your CD player: all the right reasons by nickelback
5.Who are you talking to: Alan
6.Are you wearing nail polish: no
7.The current time: 10:24 am
8.What are you wearing: pajamas
9.What are you thinking right now: how i want to do something naughty
10.Eating/drinking: Neither

THE FUTURE
1.What do you want to be: not sure.
2.Where do you want to live: not sure
3.Who do you want to marry: don't know.
4.Do you want to get married: yes.
5.Do you want to have kids: yes.
6.If so, how many: 2 or 4.7.If you could marry anyone, who would it be: don't know.

LAST TIME YOU
1.Smiled: just now
2.Cried: 3 weeks ago
3.Spoke: just know.
4.Ate: 1 hour ago
5.Sang: can't remember.
6.Stared at a picture: a minute ago.
7.Read a book for pleasure: a while ago
8.Got totally wasted: never did.
9.Yelled: yesterday.
10.Showered: this morning.
11.Brushed your teeth: this morning.

HAVE YOU EVER
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1.Smoked a cigarette: no
2.Smoked a cigar: No.
3.Snorted coke: Never.
4.Smoked Weed: Never.
5.Been high: Never.
6.Had sex: Yes.
7.Said "I hope you die" to someone: Yes.
8.Tried to kill someone: Yes.
9.Tried to kill yourself: Yes.
10.Got in a fistfight: no
11.Lied to your parents: who doesn't!
12.Given someone a bruise: Damn straight.
13.Ditched someone: yes.
14.Freak danced: No.
15.Stole something: Yes
16.Cut yourself: Yes.
17.Skipped school: Yes.
18.Hung up on someone: yea.
19.Threw up at school: Yes.
20.Done someone else's make-up: Yes……
21.Kissed someone of the same sex: yes
22.Had a burping contest: Yes.
23.Snuck out: Yes.
24.Been to a school dance: yes.
25.Thought your teacher was hot: Yes


WHAT COMES TO MIND WHEN YOU HEAR...
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1.Lotion: Massage.
2.Rubber: Condoms.
3.CD: Music.
4.Bed: Darkness
5.Paper: writing
6.Run: Some one chasing you.
7.Candle: Loneliness and fire
8.Mouse pad: Computer system.
9.Sweatshirt: cold out.
10.Door: a way out
11.Pictures: History
12.Flowers: Black Roses.
13.Deodorant: Clear solid.
14.Pencil: Doodling.
15.Sex: Fun and pleasure
16.Radio: Rock 101.1 WGIR.

585122  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-05-28
Written: (5257 days ago)

HAVE YOU EVER
1) Dated one of your best friends:yes
2) Loved/Liked: yes
3) Cried: yes
4) Drank alcohol: yes
5) Done drugs: no
6) Broken the law: no
7) Broken a bone: no
8) Cheated on a test: yes
9) Skinny dipped: yes
10) Played Truth or Dare: yes
11) Ridden in a fire truck: no
12) Come close to dying: sadly yes
13) burned yourself: yes
14) Given someone a piggy back/shoulder ride: Yes
15) Eaten a worm/mud pie: yes
16) Stayed up till four on the phone: yes
17) Tipped over a port-a-potty: no
18) Fell asleep while eating: no
19) Met someone famous: no
20) Been in a school play: yes
21) Cried in public: yes
22) Seen someone die: sadly just about
23) been in a fist fight: no
24) given someone a bruise: yes
25) gotten a bruise: yes
26) knocked someone out: no
27) been knocked out: no
28) flipped any vehicles: nope
29) cut someone: yes
30) been cut: yes
31) burnt any buildings down: no
32) sex in public: no
33) mooned someone: no
34) acted kidnapped in a car: no
35) flashed someone: yes
36) kissed an ass: no...well a couple of guys I call an ass
37) blew something up: no
38) caught your yard on fire: no
39) threw a firecracker at someone: no
40) been in any wars: no
41) stayed up all night: yes
42) slept all day: yes
43) watched the sunrise: yes
44) rode a motorcycle: no45) driven a car: yes
46) wrecked a car: no
47) gotten a tity twister: yes
48) given a tity twister: yes
49) posed for a nude pic: no
50) been suspended: no
51) been expelled: no
52) been arrested: no
53) been in jail: no

{x} Fallen for your best friend? yes
{x} Made out with JUST a friend? yes
{x} Been rejected? yes
{x} Been in love? yes
{x} Been in lust? yes
{x} Used someone? Yes
{x} Been used? yes
{x} Been cheated on? yes...don’t ask
{x} Done something you regret? yes
{x} Considered a life of crime? Yes
{x} Considered being a hooker? yes
{x} Considered being a pimp? no
{x} Are you psycho? yes
{x} Split personalities? yes
{x} Schizophrenic? Sometimes
{x} Obsessive? depends
{x} Obsessive compulsive? Not really
{x} Dream of dead bodies, blood, death, and gore? yes
{x} Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? Yes
{x} Understanding: yes
{x} Open-minded: yes
{x} Arrogant: depends
{x} Insecure: sometimes
{x} Interesting: I guess
{x} Hungry: not usually
{x} Friendly: yes
{x} Smart: sure
{x} Moody: yes
{x} Childish: sometimes 
{x} Independent: yes
{x} Hard working: sometimes
{x} Organized: yea kind of
{x} Healthy: sort of
{x} Emotionally stable: I try to be
{x} Shy: not really{x} Difficult: yes
{x} Attractive: so I’m told
{x} Bored easily: yea
{x} Thirsty: yea
{x} Responsible: yes
{x} Sad: depends
{x} Happy: sometimes
{x} Trusting: yes
{x} Talkative: sometimes
{x} Original: depends
{x} Different: yes
{x} Unique: yes
{x} Lonely: depends
{x} Dye your hair? no
{x} Floss daily? Sometimes
{x} Own a web cam? no
{x} Ever get off the computer? yes

482863  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-01-29
Written: (5376 days ago)

wow dont u just love it when people get pissed off with stuff thats not even their business? i dont it fucking pisses me off... well anyways yea thats what ive become very good at, pissing people off lucky me o well at least im having fun and am happy thats all that counts so who wants to be the next one i piss off?

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Written about Monday 2005-01-10
Written: (5395 days ago)

life sucks especially when your me ive completely fucked up everything that was once good in my life ive made so many stupid mistakes i just dont know what i should do anymore or if i should even fight these feelings all i want to be is me but i cant help these feelings i almost pissed off and lost all my friends cause of yesterday morning the only thing that saved me was one of them calling me just help me please

463892  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-01-05
Written: (5400 days ago)

y do i have to feel like shit so often cant i just have more then one day in a row that i feel good and dont have to deal with crap someone please help me

405486  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-11-08
Written: (5458 days ago)

i feel like shit y the fuck am i thinking these thoughts i promised i wouldnt but how can i not my life just fucking sucks there is nothing else to it someone help me please

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Written about Monday 2004-10-25
Written: (5471 days ago)

i fucking hate all this shit about the fucking hit list it needs to fucking stop and some fucking limits have to be put on her (its so fucking stupid how she can go walking down the fucking street by herself?) i just think it should all end i dont want to make it so its just me that ends
~ baby i dont want to do anything stupid please help me urgh when will the rest of my life start to be good enough for me to stop fucking hating it

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Written about Monday 2004-10-18
Written: (5471 days ago)
Next in thread: 390943, 737573

i am so fucking stupid i didnt mean to but i almost screwed up the only great thing in my life god if i did that then i would probably have to just fucking leave this place then life wouldnt be able to suck i fucking hate this i need a fucking drink

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