[Cureless_Toxin]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2007-03-31
Written: (4612 days ago)

This was the first thing I saw after coming back here.... I have'nt logged in for about a year because I was sick of listening to everything that was going wrong with my friend's lives. It seemed like it was on me to give advice all the time and I had no idea what to do with my life. Well, lets just say i found out that other lives could save mine....the funny thing is, for them to save me, I had to be saving them... anyway, a few lines on this made me look back on a few things..

[60 Things Most Girls Don't Know]
a guy wrote this

*Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 5 guys..you're a HOE)

*"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

*Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

*Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

*Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

*Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

-Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.

-*A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

*Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

-Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

*Guys get jealous easily.

*Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

*Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

-*Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

*Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

*Girls are guys' weaknesses.

*Guys are very open about themselves.

*It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

*If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

*A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

*Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

*Guys will brag about anything.

*Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

*Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

*Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

*Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

*Try to be as straightforward as possible.

*A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted
, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.

*If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

*No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

*Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

*Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

*If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

*When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

*When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

--Guys don't really have final decisions.

*If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

**When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

*Guys like femininity not feebleness.

--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

*A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

*Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

*Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

*Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

*Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

*Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

*A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

*No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

*Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.

***We don't like girls who are too skinny.

*We love it when girls talk about there boobs.

**Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....

***Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...

-*When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..

**Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...

-*Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.

****When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

---Girls, if u don't repost this within 1 hr then you will lose the guy of your life

---Guys if you don't repost this in one hr then you will lose the girl of your life.

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Written about Tuesday 2005-02-01
Written: (5400 days ago)

Beaten up and run down......and I miss him so damn much...but I just get in his way...he can love me all he wants but I can never be good enough.....*sad sigh*

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Written about Tuesday 2005-01-25
Written: (5406 days ago)

I hate mornings....they suck...especally on final days....no one is on!!!! crap now i have to start that book....

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Written about Monday 2005-01-24
Written: (5407 days ago)

I HATE FINALS!!!!!!! we have them twice a year and now im going insane. .........damnit.....and the teacher is giving me more and more greif.........fuck......i woke up with jack this morning!!!!yayness!!!!! i love him so fucking much.....i love that word...fuck...its great....its a verb its a adjative its everyting good and bad.....now how do i start that book?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? FUCK!!!!!

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Written about Monday 2005-01-24
Written: (5407 days ago)

crap....i need to learn more about psychosis....amongst other things....shit fuck it all i have no clue how to start this damned book!!!!! ok.....enough "sailor talk* .......*evil fucked up stare* *&^%&_(+(*_)**&%%$*&)&(*%^&)+||)*&^#$@!#$%&^*++|_)^$$@!!#$#

so much better.....but it doesnt solve anything....

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Written about Wednesday 2005-01-19
Written: (5412 days ago)

wow. Its snowing like a bitch outside now and there is talk buzzing around my class that we will be let out early. Its only supposed to be about 1-3 inches all day but I know that its going to be more. Sitting near to the window as I am, you can see the area where the busses wait to pick kids up.....an empty parking lot as of now though. its covered in white and I feel as though I need to throw on the trenchcoat and go for a walk. There is no color in the world that I can see anymore. Even during the spring. Here in school there are pastel colored clothes of preps and those who just think they look nice. Nothing of any vibrance.....nothing of real beauty. So I just wear black....I mimick what I see in hopes that others will notice what is missing. But of course no one even looks at the backgrounds of pictures so why would they exercise vigulance? I try too hard.......anyway, I would be a dark spot on the white of everyone's beautiful unbroken world if I were to dance in the snow like I wish to now. And I doubt that we would get out any earlier than 40 minutes or so earlier than when we normally would.

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Written about Wednesday 2005-01-19
Written: (5412 days ago)

I'm starting to think that insanity is a clear lquid running through my veins....making me feel less as it kills my blood....

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Written about Wednesday 2005-01-19
Written: (5412 days ago)

My teacher told us all to question authority, any and all of it, and then was mad when I asked her "why?"

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Written about Monday 2005-01-03
Written: (5428 days ago)

well, i cried all christmas, new years, and my birthday. fuck i hated it all. i loved being around people for once. thats a bad sign. dad left for iraq on my birthday. i saw him for about a half an hour. then my mom and brother left and took him to the base and i was home alone for almost hours.....then my darling jack came over for a while but he was sick...(so cute when hes sleeping =P ) but i did nothing on my birthday. i had at least hoped to go out for a while. but i didnt set foot outside my door. oh well, ive been saying that theres always next year. i dont think so now....

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Written about Sunday 2004-12-05
Written: (5458 days ago)

u know....i have a terrible need to hurt people....to just fuck them over mentally....loosen the screws a little....its really fun when u know what im talking about

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