[Insaniac Yoshie]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2007-01-13
Written: (4634 days ago)

K iv decided to build a wiki, but as most who know me know i have little to no time to manage a wiki. thus i am looking for a person(s) to manage and minorly construct on it while im away. If your interested in helping me pleae message me i will eventually get back to you on everythign the wikis about. ill need credentials of course proving you can handle a wiki and not just a fuck off wanting to have you name in the co owners spot

thank you, adriel

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Written about Thursday 2006-12-14
Written: (4664 days ago)

fuck you fuck this fuck the world. you know why? because i quit. iv tried everything, and yet everyone i love and care for (and those i dont) endlessly screw me over like im some kind of worthless trash whore or something. i mean would your mother tell you you were a mistake. yup "pill baby. couldnt go to college beause i was pregnant with you. now im stuck in this sespool with no way out" would some one who claimed to be your best friend sleep with your fiance? and! and! then try to say it was all my fault in the first place. then she expected my to stay bestist best buddies with her HA HA HA beat down bitch! but then me and my fiance some made it through he goes and sleeps with 6 other girls and gu;ouo;g
damnit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 icant even write any more not it was helping much anyways, ontop of everything my sonsgrandmother on his fathers side is trying to take him from me simply because she doesnt like me... keeps telling dhs a bunch of lies dammit i cant this anymore i just cant

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Written about Monday 2005-07-11
Written: (5185 days ago)
Next in thread: 621346

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Written about Wednesday 2005-06-22
Written: (5204 days ago)

If you like goth youll love this place!


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Written about Friday 2005-06-03
Written: (5223 days ago)
Next in thread: 589288

Just something i wrote off hand, n big deal really...

Im a soldier
Born to stay
I get by
Ill be alright
(Its time to stand)
Save your tears for a day
When the pain is far behind
(Its time to move on)
On your feet
Follow me
We are soldiers in the line
(Dont be afraid)
Save your tears
Take your place
Save them for the judgement day
(So it begins)
We still breath
Follow me
Time to make the sacrafice
Your eyes on fire
Im a soldier
Born to stay
In this living hell I am
Wittnessing more than I can compute
Pray myself we dont forget
Lives betrayed and we are friends
Please me strenth to be held true
We are flames in the fire together
It feeds on our salvation

Its not exactly done but I cant really think of a finish for it so... i just figured Id put what i had on here and get the rest later

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Written about Monday 2005-04-25
Written: (5262 days ago)
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Written about Monday 2005-04-04
Written: (5283 days ago)


i have stopped watching any and all houses bc i just dont have the time to lokk at them all (though i wish i did!) and the links just get in the way, if you have any thing you wish me to see just message and let me know! your welcome to keep watching my house (that is if you are if not just ignore this part, but if your not watching my house... then howed you get this entry...) NE Wayz when i have more time to spare ill start watching houses again
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Written about Monday 2005-04-04
Written: (5283 days ago)

I could have done this in Japanese but i wanted everyone to be able to read it.

Angels and demons were circling above me
Swishing thruogh the hardships and milky ways
The only one who doesn't know the happiness
is the one who couldn't understand his call
I am Calling Calling now, Spirits rise and falling
To stay myself longer...
Calling Calling, in the depth of longing
To stay myself longer...
Stand alone... Where was life when it had a meaning...
Stand alone... Nothing's real anymore and...
...Endless run...
While I'm alive, I can try not to fall while flying,
Not to forget how to dream... how to love
...Endless run...
Calling Calling, For the place of knowing
There's more that what can be linked
Calling Calling, Never will I look away
For what life has left for me
Yearning Yearning, for what's left of loving
To stay myself longer...
Calling Calling now, Spirits rise and falling
To stay myself longer...
Calling Calling, in the depth of longing
To stay myself longer...

535842  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-03-30
Written: (5288 days ago)

Hola ppl sry i havent been on in like for ever (net got turned off..) but im back now!!!! yay me!

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Written about Wednesday 2005-03-02
Written: (5316 days ago)

food for thought:

Why do we kill all the catapillars and then wonder why theres no butterflies?

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