[Piggly_wiggly]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2006-10-14
Written: (4725 days ago)

I hate how this always happens
Always happens to me
I admit how I feel
and then this happens
They love someone else
They date my best friend
They want to stay friends
They're not in that place
It's not fair at all
I don't try too hard
So that can't be it
I say I'm not good enough
But they say that's not it
I say I won't let it get to me
But every time I see you it does
You probably have no idea
Or you do, and you just don't want to be around me
I want to give up,
but baby you're worth it.
And maybe I am too
but I guess you'll never know
Because you're 'just not in that place'
Or you're dating someone else
Or you love someone else
Or you're persueing someone else
But why persue them when I'm right here
That I'll never ever understand
I'm super emo guys
This poem is like...relaticely new
:) <3

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Written about Monday 2006-09-25
Written: (4744 days ago)
Next in thread: 856847

I can't believe that I'm jelous of my best friend

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Written about Saturday 2006-07-22
Written: (4809 days ago)
Next in thread: 851873

I hate how my dad talks to my mom. The way he says things, and the things he says make me so angry. I love my mom, and I love my dad...but seriously. He's so rude to her when she spends money...She shoes him something...and she's so excited about it...and then he goes and says to her, that if she knows we're broke...then why does she go shopping, and buy crap.

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Written about Tuesday 2006-07-11
Written: (4820 days ago)

It would have been Bret's birthday today....He would have been turning nineteen. Oh dear. :(

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Written about Friday 2006-06-23
Written: (4838 days ago)

what is wrong with people? this is why I don't like Turkish people....

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Written about Thursday 2006-06-08
Written: (4853 days ago)

I lead people on. Not the way you may think. I...show them pictures of me that look nothing like me. I tell people lies so they won't be mean to me. I can't stand it anymore. I'm EMO! :P HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Emo entires are so easy!

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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-07
Written: (4853 days ago)

I want to go back
To that time that no one cared
No one bothered to judge me
No one knew what I was
I'm a broke fat lazy ass
Who's not bothering
I don't even try
This poem does nothing
To aid my problems
I won't start caring
My social life will decrease
My school marks will go to shit
The way I feel about him
Will fall into his know
And he'll say no to me
Just like all the rest
This is the time
That I want to run away from
I want to go back
To when people didn't care
That I had bad acne
That I get wierd
When I get nervouse
No one cared about it
I'd hate to hear
What people have to say
About me behind my back

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Written about Friday 2006-05-12
Written: (4871 days ago)

I miss the old elftown. I miss the people that used to be on elftown. They all got older, and decided that Elftown was overrated or that they hated it. I hate that. I seriously want to stab them. I used to love coming on Elftown. I still do, don't get me wrong, but it just isn't the same. It might be good that Elftown is popular, and all, but now people come on for no other reason than to advertise themselves. I'm not saying everyone new or just everyone in general. They write bullshit on their pages, and lie about themselves. I almost feel bad for not liking them just because I don't believe half their shit. I know many people have thought the same about me, and I don't blame them nor do I hate them. I just miss Elftown. I haven't spoken to one person whom I've spoken to since I started coming on. They all left because Elftown was too gay for them. The one person who I have been speaking to since the beginning got hit by a car, and was in a coma. I have no idea what's happened to him, but I miss him. Get better Bret <3 I don't even know if he's still alive. I guess I'm just writing all this because I'm worried about a lot of things. Small things that don't have to do with Elftown. Small things that do have to do with Elftown. Big things that don't have to do with Elftown.

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Written about Friday 2006-02-24
Written: (4956 days ago)

I hate you people. I can feel depressed. Don't tell me not to be depressed about something small because there are people experiencing worse shit than I am. That is not a reason. That just makes me more depressed you idiots.

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