[Soul Guardian]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2006-11-01
Written: (4738 days ago)

Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself
Can't keep believing
We're only deceiving ourselves
And I'm sick of the lie

And you're too late

Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind

Couldn't take the blame
Sick with shame
Must be exhausting to lose your own game
Selfishly hated
No wonder you're jaded
You can't play the victim this time

And you're too late

So don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind

You never call me when you're sober
You only want it cause it's over
It's over

How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine

So don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
Don't lie to me
Just get your things
I've made up your mind

-Evanescence

822637  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-07-11
Written: (4851 days ago)

Before I took this English Comp class this summer at college, i loved english to death. I thought i'd love it even more here.
But, i have come to the conclusion that i loath it. with a passion.
my teacher, Mrs. Weaver, is a cow. I'm serious. I asked her if my essay yesterday was good enough, that i'd kept with the type of style she'd asked for. she said my essay was too long and incorrect. so, i fixed it. when i came back today, she said it was still wrong, and way way too long.
There is no fucking way i can shorten it. it's just not possible.
And i wish she'd make up her fucking mind...she said she didn't say long, she'd said wrong. I'm right about what i'd heard.
I hate her. I really do.
this class i'm in is causeing me to get a B. Not good. Not good at all. I need that A. It really important that I get that A. I'm working as hard as I can, I swear it.
There's just no making that bitch happy.
Guess I'll be coming home with yet another B. then get lectured at by my parents for not working hard enough.

I'm not having a very good week so far. Even the weather is going along with my additude. Dark, cold, and rainy. No silverlining in sight.

I can't wait until this semisters over with.

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