[thisfleshatomb]'s diary

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Written about Tuesday 2008-10-07
Written: (4375 days ago)

Something I Can Never Have...

written by Trent Reznor...




I still recall the taste of your tears.
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore.

[Chorus:]
You make this all go away.
You make this all go away.
I'm down to just one thing.
And I'm starting to scare myself.
You make this all go away.
You make this all go away.
I just want something.
I just want something I can never have

You always were the one to show me how
Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now.
This thing is slowly taking me apart.
Grey would be the color if I had a heart.

Come on tell me

<chorus>

In this place it seems like such a shame.
Though it all looks different now,
I know it's still the same
Everywhere I look you're all I see.
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be.

Come on tell me

<chorus>

I just want something I can never have....

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Written about Monday 2008-09-29
Written: (4383 days ago)

radio friendly unit shifter

written:by kurt cobain


(this is whispered in the beggining)
ummmmmmm....
I was just wondering....
do you like me?

Use just once and destroy
Invasion of our piracy
Afterbirth of a nation
Starve without your skeleton key

I love you for what I am not
I do not want what I have got
A blanket acne'ed with cigarette burns
Speak at once while taking turns

What is what i need
What is wrong with me
What is what i need

i'm nothing to do with what you think
If you ever think at all
Bi-polar opposites attract
All of a sudden my water broke

I love you for what I am not
I do not want what I have got
A blanket acne'ed with cigarette burns
Second-rate third degree burns

what is what i need
What is wrong with me
What do I think I think

hate your enemies
Save, save your friends
Find, find your place
Speak, speak the truth

what is what i need
What is wrong with me
what is what i need
What do I think I think

Use just once and destroy
Invasion of our piracy
Afterbirth of a nation
Starve without your skeleton key


What is wrong with me
what is what i need (x2)
What do I think i think

What is wrong with me
what is what i need (x2)
What do I think i think
1041540  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2008-08-15
Written: (4428 days ago)

yeah i've moved on from you all being bastards....
i love you will!!! aka [Pen Cap Chew]
you are my heart and soul i couldnt live a day without you!!!
we've been together 17 months and i still cant wait to see you even if your standing right next to me i've felt this way only once before but never like this you bring me to tears at times your so romantic...i cant wait til next year when we finally get married i know i've almost broken up with uou so many times but maybe it's just because i'm scared...but i realize now if i had to live with out you i'd end up killing myself again....so much worse then after less serious relationships....i think maybe i found the one person i truly need i know a few people here will get mad at me for saying this but will your the only one i need i cant stand another moment without yo by my side....
this is for you


"Stop And Say You Love Me"

Hey listen, because I'll only say this once
Do you think that you could lose yourself in me?
I could say I want to die by your side one day
But I could never speak the words
Because they haven't wrote the words that mean enough to me
So together we can burn this way
Burn this way...

Stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you

I found a loop hole for us now
It's called redemption of my history
Do you think you could look past my fears
Tell me now my love
Because I will lose it in your eyes, I see firelight in your eyes
I know that things will be better when you are by my side
By my side...

Stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you
Stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you

I'm guarded, I'm fragile, but if anyone could ever save me now, you can
And you can...

Stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you
Stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you

Are you strong enough? am I enough?
Are you strong enough to say you love me?

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Written about Monday 2007-05-28
Written: (4873 days ago)
Next in thread:

Your all fucking bastard covered bastards with bastard fucking filling
so leave me the fuck alone you stupid fucking bastards!!!!!!!!!!!

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Written about Tuesday 2007-04-03
Written: (4928 days ago)

i'm so bboooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrddddddddddddddddd
i need attention!!!I <3 U BENNY

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Written about Thursday 2005-10-13
Written: (5465 days ago)

well all is well for fuckin' once^_^

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Written about Monday 2005-09-12
Written: (5496 days ago)

hey all life sux ballz majorly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>_<gggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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Written about Friday 2005-09-02
Written: (5506 days ago)

blah..............nothing to say,4 that's what i am

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Written about Thursday 2005-06-09
Written: (5591 days ago)

i was depressed, but not any more for right now i guess.....i'm just crazy now so yeah,just because i probly have too good of a relationship w/the "captain" lolz

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Written about Wednesday 2005-06-01
Written: (5599 days ago)
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can you make this go away and let me rest in pieces V_V* well by next week you all can see a pic. of my worthless self..........somebody kill me please some body kill me please,will somebody please pretty pretty please kill me take a gun to my head take a knife to my throat just kill me

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Written about Thursday 2005-05-19
Written: (5612 days ago)
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2 days ago i was pull to the side by a rent a cop at school saying i was drunk V_Vit sucked major ass right there........i wasn't much......so what if the "captain's"my friend ^_^

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Written about Wednesday 2005-05-18
Written: (5613 days ago)

life sucks ass

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Written about Wednesday 2005-05-18
Written: (5613 days ago)

life sucks ass

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Written about Wednesday 2005-05-11
Written: (5620 days ago)

my life is a living hell no one really cares for me any more V_V*

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Written about Thursday 2005-04-28
Written: (5633 days ago)

you know a golf cart will drive about 9 feet in a lake before it sinks.......i'm so bord
life really dose suck major balls{kinda like me}muffinz

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Written about Thursday 2005-03-31
Written: (5661 days ago)

hullo to all mi matez,i love you all [you know you kick ass]so yeah.....life sux ass so i have no words but :i'm not okay i promise


well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say i never ment to hurt you but i couldn't make it any other way....for all those dirty looks the photographs your boyfriend took remember when you broke your foot by jumping off the secound floor[by the way i've done that,one word oooooowwwwwwwwwww]
i'm not okay i'm not okay i'm not okay you wear me out..........
ok you guyz finish it ^_^

537357  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-03-31
Written: (5661 days ago)

hullo to all mi matez,i love you all [you know you kick ass]so yeah.....life sux ass so i have no words but :i'm not okay i promise


well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say i never ment to hurt you but i couldn't make it any other way....for all those dirty looks the photographs your boyfriend took remember when you broke your foot by jumping off the secound floor[by the way i've done that,one word oooooowwwwwwwwwww]
i'm not okay i'm not okay i'm not okay you wear me out..........
ok you guyz finish it ^_^

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Written about Thursday 2005-03-17
Written: (5675 days ago)

happy st.patty's day
it's a sucky one 4 me my x-g/f is jealous i now go out w/1 of her x's and all @ lunch she cried but i'm sorry 4 hurting her i just dunno any more you ppl can help me we broke up on monday i guess she's not over me yet i guess.and i'm going out w/a guy she likes 2..so i don't know what to do i really like both of them...maybe you pplz can help me
if i'm lucky what's a chick to do in a situation like this???srry 4 complaining but i do thank who ever acualy reads this,even more so if you can give me a word of advice,my now g/f & b/f both know about each other[i'm not that sluty]lol

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Written about Friday 2005-03-11
Written: (5681 days ago)

all you people need to know all hope has died
for the good people in the world...you can't control your self anymore and you just get too carried away.well no one sees that no one really cares for them but when your a queer like me. we notice
all hope is gone. and love is lost, no one cares that
queerz need love too^_^

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Written about Tuesday 2005-03-08
Written: (5684 days ago)

ok i hate today @ the moment i just want to die i mean i was acused of stealing some thing i didn't and my whore of a dad went to my fuckin' school just to tell me now the bastard is going to pick me up every day @ lunch time 4 that i think that's fucked up don't you agree? i mean i was with my b/f well we didn't make that offical we were going to to day untill my dad came.cuz i ran away from the school but i got my revenge i almost got him arrested...[TomJokEr!] i'm not nessesarly that much of a bitch but iwas pissed off @ the moment so yeah
but i pityed him [i don't know why]and i fake cry and
the cop let him off with a warning.

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